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Isiqalo

Isiqalo‘s Waves for Change is dedicated to educating and training youth in South Africa using surfing as a model for life. One of the primary goals is to encourage HIV awareness and testing.

I contacted the director, Tim, about volunteering while in Cape Town. Slightly self-conscious about the “voluntourism” thing, I still thought it seemed like an opportunity to learn and possibly contribute to a place I was visiting. I imagined myself going for a surf with a bunch of frothing groms and pushing them into waves but the timing didn’t work out for that. Instead, I met up with the crew for lessons in ding repair.

The man doing the repairs and teaching said that he had only surfed 4 or 5 times. He was too busy working to go out surfing and when he had his one day off a week, he was usually too tired.

Being self sufficient as well as learning a potential job skill were the themes of the day. While the resin cured we conversed about surfing, the program and the problems these kids are already faced with at such an early age.

During the ride back to Masiphumelele, a boy about 12 or 13 years old told me about kids he knew that were addicted to the drug tic. It’s hard to imagine how drugs could get any more toxic but tic was described to me as dirty meth. He couldn’t even have these friends in his house because they would steal from him the moment he took his eyes off of them.

As we rode through the township, I tried to take in as much as possible. We were joined by a family in need of a ride. They were in their Sunday best and traveling out of town for a funeral. Looking out of the window, a dead chicken had fallen by the side of the street. A woman stood a few feet behind, knife in hand. Two other chickens walked around calmly, oblivious. Kids approached the van, chatting and asking for sodas. We dropped one or some of the boys off at a home for kids with very green grass, said our goodbyes and continued on to the train station where I departed.

Recently, for World Aids Day, Waves for Change was visited by Desmond Tutu where the kids demonstrated the lessons and exercises they have learned through the program.

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Thinly veiled trivial pursuits

“People sure do get good at funny things.”

The old fisherman’s statement made me realize that I’d spent much of my life learning a completely worthless set of skills.

I loved soccer. I would spend hours alone in the yard, juggling a ball around and trying out tricks. This is exactly what I was doing when the fisherman made this observation…foolishly running about the yard, thinking I was pretty awesome…and with an effortless stroke, he knocked the wind out of my egotistical teenage sails.

He told me what he’d seen on television the night before: stupid human tricks of sorts…spinning plates on sticks or juggling kittens. Something. He kept going on about moronic people that have gotten so good at meaningless things. It seemed a little rude but I couldn’t debate it. I nodded my head quietly while having a miniature identity crisis. My skills centered around kicking inflated spheres and running for inhumane periods of time. This man fed people for a living. He had been going out to sea, exposed to the elements while doing manual labor, for decades.

I just listened and digested as the conversation eventually wound down. I went inside for the evening, one part bewildered, one part deflated.

Over the years, this encounter transformed from an awkward moment into a lesson in not taking absurd things seriously.
You can be pretty good or even the best at anything in the world and may even receive much praise for it. And yet somebody, somewhere doesn’t care and thinks you are ridiculous. And you are.

That shouldn’t stop you.

You are not the doer of any action here, O Rama, so why do you assume doership? When one alone exists, who does what and how? Do not become inactive, either, for what is gained by doing nothing? What has to be done has to be done. Therefore rest in the self. Even while doing all the actions natural to you if you are unattached to those actions you are truly the non-doer; if you are doing nothing and are attached to that non-doership (then you are doing nothing) you become the doer! When all this world is like the juggler’s trick, what is to be given up and what is to be sought?

Vasistha

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Namesake

L’avventura is one of those films that I never found immediately striking and yet has stayed with me in the back of my mind for years. Its story and characters are subtle while the settings and imagery create a haunting sense of isolation.

The film begins with a young woman, Anna, who is troubled by her relationship. She has not seen her lover Sandro for a long time but is going with her best friend Claudia to meet up with him. The three then join a group for a cruise around the sea.

The crew stops at an island for sight seeing and a swim. On the rocky shore, Anna tells Sandro she wishes to be alone. He believes she is just nervous because it has been so long and that those feelings will pass. After a brief argument, Sandro reclines for some sun bathing and Anna is never seen again. For the rest of the film, she is simply gone.

The group searches the island and nearby waters for Anna. Did she have an accident and drown in the sea? Was she kidnapped or did she go willingly on a passing boat? There conversations about smugglers and sightings and shots of waves crashing over rocks and into caves but the mystery is never resolved.

What stands out to me in this film is how environment, framing and gesture tell the story and convey feeling. The desolate, uninhabitable island and the mysterious sea that surrounds it make the humans that search over it look small and fragile. Claudia and Sandro cling together in Anna’s absence.

Very little time passes before Sandro attempts to form a romance with Claudia. At first she denies him and insists that they part ways. Whether Anna be freshly dead or freshly disappeared, taking up with her boyfriend seems mighty distasteful. And yet, Claudia eventually gives in to Sandro’s persistence. They go through the film searching for Anna together while the complications of actually finding her come linger over head.

This still perfectly describes the relationship between Claudia and Sandro. Antonioni so consciously frames them, the story could almost be told through images such as this alone.

The characters are primarily wealthy and seen in settings of leisure. They hedonists without a sense of purpose, occupied with social events and romantic flings. In Antonioni’s Cannes Statement, he discusses the behaviors of the characters as symptoms of a greater illness:

“The tragedy in L’Avventura stems directly from an erotic impulse of this type: unhappy, miserable, futile. To be critically aware of the vulgarity and the futility of such an overwhelming erotic impulse, as is the case with the protagonist in L’Avventura, is not enough or serves no purpose. And here we witness the crumbling of a myth, which proclaims it is enough for us to know, to be critically conscious of ourselves, to analyze ourselves, in all our complexities and in every facet of our personality. The fact that matters is that such an examination is not enough. It is only a preliminary step.”

Antonioni writes with reverence of the Renaissance man while his characters are never seen working or discussing creation. They seem to float along with only their own pleasure in mind. What is the result of the pursuit of “happiness”? A lot of sadness.

In a recent article in the Wall Street Journal, Shirley Wang writes “Some researchers say happiness as people usually think of it—the experience of pleasure or positive feelings—is far less important to physical health than the type of well-being that comes from engaging in meaningful activity…Some of the newest evidence suggests that people who focus on living with a sense of purpose as they age are more likely to remain cognitively intact, have better mental health and even live longer than people who focus on achieving feelings of happiness.
In fact, in some cases, too much focus on feeling happy can actually lead to feeling less happy, researchers say.”

Claudia seems to be the only one aware or hesitant about this empty way of life. Something about her character separates her, if only slightly, from the rest. She can’t relate to and seems judgmental at times about the infidelities and false games of her friends.

In the final moments, Claudia goes searching for Sandro after he never comes back to their room. She worries that Anna has returned but she simply finds him with a no-name girl from a party. Sandro and Claudia look heartbroken as she runs away from the scene in tears. He follows her, like a regretful child who has disappointed his mother. He sits on a bench, sulking, and she approaches.  Standing tall behind him, looking out onto a mountain in the distance, her hand hesitates and then tenderly touches his head.

“Every day, every emotional encounter gives rise to a new adventure.”

This film is widely seen as boring, slow and ironically named as very little happens. I can’t help but wonder why a film that I’ve never considered a favorite has influenced me so much as to inspire the name of this blog. There is something very beautiful about the word, phoenetically as well as the ideas behind it. There are many messages that could be interpreted from the film but upon my most recent viewing and the setting I’m in now in, I take it as a call to purpose, to creating, and to contributing positively.

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Power of the Cosmic Dusty Seas

I recently met Christine Nguyen at her show opening at the Crisp Ellert Gallery. I was lucky enough to spend some time and talk with her during her stay in St. Augustine. Following are some photos and an interview.

Power of the Cosmic Dusty Seas (photo Nguyen)

Artist Christine Nguyen explores the universe (Drift February 2011)

The brilliant imagery of Christine Nguyen resonates immediately and innately. It speaks to our curious inner child — one in complete wonder with the natural world. No knowledge of concepts or techniques are required to enjoy her work, though appreciation is deepened by delving into the ideas, processes and stories behind it.

Her photo-based drawings are luminous and easily interpreted as the deep sea or the cosmos. They are displayed in large, wall-sized installations that immerse visitors into the mysterious realms of anemones, asteroids, plankton and planets. Nguyen explores the parallels between the macro and micro worlds, envisions their intersection and integrates them seamlessly.

Cosmic Detail

In addition to the glowingly stark C-prints, Nguyen incorporates salt crystals into much of her other work. Found specimens and objects become the foundations for delicate crystalline structures, while drawings and cyanotypes are given a new depth and frost-like effect.

(photo Nguyen)

She describes her work as an homage to nature rather than an attempt to replicate it. Her intrigue with the sea is traced back to growing up with a fisherman father in coastal California.

Nguyen received her master of fine arts degree from the University of California, and her work has been exhibited nationally and internationally. She lives in Los Angeles and is currently applying for a Fulbright scholarship in Iceland.

How do you experience your surroundings and how does that affect your creativity?

I’m constantly looking at things in my surroundings — especially things of nature. I feel like I’ve seen everything in my everyday environment, but ever so often I’ll see something that I have overlooked and just excited in the discovery. Moreso on my walks in the neighborhood.
Things in nature inspire my creativity. I definitely borrow from nature when I’m drawing my forms.

What role does science play in art?

Science is quite influential in art. With new discoveries and technologies, I feel like it fuels inspiration for those who are interested in the sciences. I’m sure there’s a history of it, too. Such images of outer space or knowledge of the celestial skies to microscopic imagery was not always around. I look at NASA photos all the time and get excited when I read about some form of discovery, whether in plant and/or animal life, geological or in space. Read More »

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Drew McCormick’s Wooden Craft

Drew McCormick turns pieces of wood into beautiful surfboards

Originally published in Drift December 2010

In a time when surfboards are praised for feather-light weight and modern materials, Drew McCormick seems a bit of an anachronism. Like many shapers today, he uses a computer to lay out his designs. Then, he builds his boards out of wood — that heavy, old-fashioned stuff that comes from trees.

McCormick’s hollow wooden surf crafts are called Cambium Surfboards. Cambium is a layer in plants responsible for growth. While Cambium boards and the heavy logs of ancient times share a common material, the similarities end there. Though clearly influenced by the alternative side of surf culture, his shapes pull from many eras of design. There are single fins, fishes, longboards and even some mini bob simmons.

“These types of boards lend themselves well to being made with wood. You could never get an all-wood board light enough for a high-performance thruster,” McCormick wrote in an e-mail after the first interview. “I think that the extra weight really doesn’t affect the performance of, say, the twin fin or a longboard. As far as the difference in how they ride, the foam boards have a lot more flex to them. But I think that’s also why the thicker, smaller boards work well with the wood, because you’re not really looking for that flex. I think the wood boards have actually improved my surfing. They make you a little more conscious of what you’re doing on the wave, really just how much more you have to shift your weight and work your feet and legs.”

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Understanding what is unknown and unknowable

The diverse creations of Matthew Batty (published in Drift November 2010)


words + photos by Rachel Bardin

There are chickens in the yard and an old record player on the porch. I lock my bicycle to the chainlink fence and Batty comes out to greet me. We go upstairs to a room that has tall ceilings and enough space for it to comfortably serve as both his studio and bedroom. The animal influence is immediately apparent: the collection of feathers in a jar, a beaver pelt, some unidentified horns. I snap a few photos of the art and we go out to the little chicken wire-covered porch for the interview. He smokes a hand-rolled cigarette and I marvel at how perfect this perch is to view the Lincolnville neighborhood’s activities.

Drift: Where are you from?
Matthew Batty: Originally, New Orleans, but I lived in St. Pete after that. That’s where I guess I was raised.

D: How did you come to be in St. Augustine?
MB: College … Flagler.

D: What did you study?
MB: Graphic design and fine art.

D: When did you graduate?
MB: December 2007.

D: What did you do after you graduated?
MB: I had an internship in Knoxville, Tennessee, at Yeehaw Industries, which is an antique letterpress.

D: What did you do there?
MB: Everything from setting up type and printing posters to printing their business cards and their stationery projects that they do. I’d help design some things for local businesses.

D: Have you applied what you learned there into your design?
MB: Oh, yeah, it’s influenced my artwork and design immensely.

D: What do you appreciate about the manual design?
MB: The hands-on … just not staring at a screen. Most of my stuff that I do on computer in the beginning stages is always done by hand, whether it’s just using ink and then making some kind of texture, but I always start out by hand.

D: Do you work in design right now?
MB: Trying, trying. Other than that I don’t do anything right now, so, yes, I’m trying really hard.

D: So you’re unemployed?
MB: Yes. Unemployed.

D: I notice you work in a variety of forms: photography, painting, printing and graphic design. Do you go through phases where you are drawn to one, or are you all over the place?
MB: I’m kind of all over the place. It’s whatever I’m in the mood for. Because I know how to do it all, it’s not like I should be limiting myself to one medium. Today’s society is so scattered — why do I have to be just a painter or sculptor?

D: How did you get into the ojos de dios [god’s eyes] pieces?
MB: My girlfriend at the time taught me how to make them. We were making them really small, and I wanted to make them really big.
A lot of people are like, “That could be really boring,” and I’m like, “Not really, not if you follow a pattern.” If you keep a pattern it could be very interesting in choosing your colors. It’s very essential.
I like the symbolism behind them. The god’s eye is symbolic of the power of seeing and understanding what is unknown and unknowable — “The Mystery.”
It’s a native technique. From what I remember, you start them when you’re a child and you wrap them every year.

D: So you end up making one over a lifetime?
MB: Yeah, except mine are over probably eight hours.

D: The stuff you had up last month in the Anchor Boutique seemed very Florida-ish…how did you get on that theme?
MB: I’ve always drawn animals, and I’ve just been going with that right now because I enjoy it. The first thing I wanted to do when i was a kid was to be a veterinarian. … I think there’s an interesting mythology behind animals. And their patterns — there’re patterns in my work, and they’re rough because, ya know, I’m not perfect.

D: What’s your spirit animal?
MB: I went to Cassadaga with [friends] Matt Armstrong and Jessie and we all got our fortunes told, and I picked this guy who … I feel like I was being scammed because I was wearing things that could clue him into things. I was wearing my compass necklace, and he’s like, “You’re a traveler,” and I’m like, “I’m wearing a compass, dude.”
And then he said my spirit animal is a wolf, and I don’t think I am a wolf. I think I’m more like a beaver.

D: How do you relate to beavers?
MB: They’re diligent and hardworking. Some people say, “You need to work faster, you need to paint faster.” I’m too diligent to rush through anything. It’s not that I’m slowly working to make it perfect, I’m just slowly working because that’s my process, so I take my time with things.

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Interview with Sean Mahan

dead moth by Sean Mahan

Artist interview with Sean (published in Drift October 2010)

Sean Mahan is an early riser. He begins his days with yoga and then skates the bowl at the Atlantic Beach skate park before anyone else arrives. After that, he spends about 8 hours working on paintings. Mahan graduated from the Savannah College of Art and Design in 1998 and has since made art his full time job. His renderings seem incredibly realistic at first, capturing perfectly the figures from the photographs he works from but his versions are bolder, more illustrative, with outlines that remove them slightly from their environment.

What is your main occupation?
I’ve been making art full time for the past 8 years or so. I have a studio space in my house where I work on paintings for gallery shows and for commissioned projects. Every so often I’ll work on paintings for record covers for punk/independent bands, which are my favorite paintings to work on.

Where did you grow up?
I grew up in Jacksonville Florida because my parents lived on a boat and they stopped in Jacksonville to visit a friend there. That friend was interviewing for an architecture job and talked my dad into interviewing for it too. My dad got the job and he didn’t.

What attracts you to painting on wood?
I love the natural beauty of wood and I’m always looking for interesting and expressive grain patterns. On one level, I think the wood grains help to place the subjects of the painting into a natural context and I think finding natural context within the whole is what defines beauty.

Who are the people in your paintings?
They are no one in particular. I really like to paint children because they reflect a peaceful quality more fully. I like to find old photographs to work from that catch a quiet and inward pause in the mind of the subject.

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The Joys of DIY

A little block of foam sat around my house for 2 months. It had a bit of a history. It was once a part of a surfboard that at the end of its life, it was stripped of its glass and dissected into small chunks. One piece was given to my friend Alex Davis, who then gave it to me. I had asked him to make me a hand plane just before he moved away but running low on time, he gave me the blank instead.

An interest in hand planes has spiked recently along with all other obscure surf craft. To me, they seemed pretty silly at first — a strange link between body boards and body surfing. After trying a few out on different occasions, my appreciation for their characteristics grew. It’s amazing how a little piece of wood, foam or even a frisbee can add just a little more speed and change the feeling of a ride.

Not having the all of the supplies or tools myself to complete this project, I waited until I took a trip to my hometown to shape the little plane. My old boss and mentor Dennis Litchfield let me take over his shaping bay, gave me a few pointers and let me go at it with the foam. It’s amazing how quickly vision and touch attune themselves to symmetry and subtle cures. Even on such a small scale, shaping the hand plane taught me a lot about standard surfboard construction. I certainly gained more respect for the artists in that field. The next day, Dennis helped me with the glassing, making sure I didn’t start any fires or weld my fingers to popsicle sticks.

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Engulfed

Technological determinism — technology defines the culture. The car, the surfboard, the road adventure exhaling toxins all along our merry way.

A lifetime had passed since I’d last been to the places where I first began surfing. St. George Island. Cape San Blas. They get waves? I kind of remember…just barely. I moved to St. Augustine 6 years ago for school and a slightly more active side of the sea (many consider the East Coast pretty flat mostly but with respect to the Gulf of Mexico, it’s magic).

I would make trips occasionally to my hometown but the extra 2 hours to the beach just didn’t seem worth it when I knew the Atlantic would likely have much better offerings when I returned . Something about having the option to surf in the Gulf possibly taken away snapped me out of that apathy. Read More »

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(Equip)Mentally Challenged.

Some time ago, I heard an interview with Quentin Tarantino where he urged aspiring filmmakers to use whatever means necessary to tell their story. Something I’ve been super stoked on lately is the fact that we’ve been doing these videos every day with incredibly limited resources. For a long time I thought I wouldn’t ever do much in film or video due to a lack of access to high quality professional equipment. While I absolutely adore the velvet richness of film or even the ever increasing quality of HD, I’m happy to be over that mental block. It is interesting to be in this digital era.

sanyo

We’ve been using dinky little consumer cameras for the 31 Days / 31 Ways project and putting them up on YouTube with fairly good results considering. The audio leaves a lot to be desired and the tiniest water droplets can completely mask the action in a shot. Yet, not once have we been deterred from doing this project.

These videos were originally destined for the internet, which is an inherently lo-fi medium at this point. Somehow, through compression and pixels, viewers can still get an impression of the beauty of these experiences… even if they are being playing from a box that is only 433 pixels wide.

I also adore the accessibility of this channel. We, mere mortals, are empowered with the ability to get these stories out there. And for viewers, there’s no movie store or ticket booth line. They can watch our creations on their phones, at home in their underwear, or even while they are pretending to be working.  Of course,with great accessibility comes clutter. But I feel we’ve managed to reach quite a few people in our communities and even beyond our intended audience. Part of the charm to me is the connection from human to human rather than media conglomerate to consumer.

So, thanks to the amazing people we’ve surfed with and interviewed.  Thanks to everyone who watches or tells their friends to watch. And thanks to Lauren who gets me out surfing every day no matter what and gets me creating every day no matter what.

Track our progress at merseabeaucoup.blogspot.com

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